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Sunday, June 20, 2004
rip eric
this week has been horrible. every two seconds i keep thinking about how im never going to see eric again. i can't believe that this happened, that he's gone forever. seth told me when we went out to lunch on wednesday... i was in the middle of starbucks and i just started screaming. i left school after lunch because i couldnt stop crying, when i got home everybody in my family was just sitting there and my mom was sobbing. for the next two days i just sat in my room and cried and prayed. yesterday i went to his crash site with nate. i cried a little bit... but mostly i felt numb. i wanted to let it all out, but for some reason i couldnt. we ended up sitting there until around 2am and then he took me home. i dont think reality has hit yet... i still think that im going to see eric again. maybe ill accept everything after his funeral, its on monday at 2 at john knox in normandy park if you want to go.
please pray for the Johnson family. stuff like this is so hard...
In the arms of the angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you feel
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
Posted at 12:27 am by lalalauren
Monday, June 07, 2004
damnnnn
damn this week has been crazy... two weekends ago me and j went to cali for a few days to get tan. it was fun, we layed on the beach a lot and went shoppin and hung out with some bomb tennis players. this weekend i kicked it with jamie and troy and some other boys on friday. we went to tyee in the middle of the night and drank and ran around on the field. the craziest part was everytime i would turn around jamie would have his pants off and i would be like what?!?! it was funny tho. then on saturday i worked and kicked it with j and megan and mike. on sunday i guarded for EIGHT HOURS! the worst part was i had to go get up on the chair in the pouring rain because there were like, 4 kids in the pool who wouldnt get out. after that it was cool tho because me and dave just chilled in the office and watched movies. ooo, and i am now offically the only girl EVER to have run across the pool with the covers on and not fall in, it was pretty baller. then today i went with megan to taco del mar after school and bryce bought me quesadillas. they were actually kinda nasty, but i ate them anyways because i was hungry. then at 4 i had to go work again... but it was okay because i guarded with dave and eric (my two favorite people ever) and dave bought me wendys for dinner, which was super nice of him. now i get to go to do homework for 3 hours so i can try and get my grades up... yay.
Posted at 10:01 pm by lalalauren
Wednesday, May 26, 2004
we gettin loose in this motherfucker, light the roof on fire
okay... i have a big decision to make. for the last year my parents have really wanted me to go to seattle prep. they think highline is "ghetto" and that im not getting a good education there. soo, this spring i filled out an application and ended up getting accepted. the thing is, even though i know prep would be a lot better for me academically then highline, i love everyone at hhs so much... i love all my friends and our awesome xc and track teams. it would be so wierd not waking up every morning and seeing the same people ive gotten used to seeing everyday for the last two years. the only thing at highline i dont like is how some people think im a "slut." that really bothers me, mainly because im not a slut at all.... ive never had sex, or come anywhere close to it. at prep, nobody would think that... and honestly that would be really nice. soo what does everyone think.... should i stay or go?
Posted at 04:18 pm by lalalauren
Monday, May 24, 2004
because im not at school and im boerd
Things About Me
My favorite food in the whole world is strawberry popsicles
I hate wearing shoes
My middle name is Christine
Of all my body parts, i like my teeth and legs the best
I procrastinate... a lot
I love to argue
I forgive easily, but when I'm done, I'm DONE
I'm pro-life and against gay marriage
I dont like suprises
My favorite holiday is Christmas
I eat at least 4 servings of fruit and vegtables a day
I was once in a tornado
I love anything to do with water and could never live in a place where i couldn't see the ocean
I'm the most optimistic and loyal person i know, it takes a lot to earn my trust
I believe in karma, what you give is what you get
I like feminine things such as high heels, make-up, and getting my nails done
I'm deathly allergic to seafood, nuts, and penicillen
I used to live in South America
My all time favorite song is glycerine by bush
I get sick and hurt myself easily
I like basketball players because they're tall and have nice arm muscles
I couldn't live without my cell phone
My three favorite places are sun valley, ixtapa mexico, and my grandpa's cattle ranch in missouri
I dislike self-centered and stuck up people
I'm fiesty and use any excuse to be crazy
I think boyfriends are stupid
My favorite flowers are paper-white narcissus
I love having long hair and being tan
I think John Mayer is annoying
I have crushes on Tyrese and Quinton Jackson
Posted at 12:48 pm by lalalauren
Saturday, May 22, 2004
sick
great, its the weekend and i have a 103 temperature and i cant stop coughing for more then 2 seconds. im so sick i cant even go over to j-dubs to see how gorgeous she looks in her prom dress... and me and maria were suppoused to go to studio b tonight and i was sooo excited and now i cant do that either. i guess im going to have to go eat ice cream and watch little mermaid and feel sorry for myself :(.
Posted at 06:48 pm by lalalauren
Tuesday, May 18, 2004
its all true... everything but the shy and reserved part.
MARCH: Attractive personality.sexy. Affectionate.Shy and
reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves
peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily
angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and
assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves
traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home
decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody
What does your birth month say about you?
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Posted at 10:19 pm by lalalauren
Tuesday, May 11, 2004
which skirt should i get?
 
vote which skirt i should get!Posted at 08:43 pm by lalalauren
Friday, May 07, 2004
music: wannabe- spice girls
Posted at 09:41 am by lalalauren
Thursday, May 06, 2004
wont you miss me like a hole in the head?
ahh im so busy i never have time to write in this thing except for when im class. anyways, im hella excited to finish getting my lifeguard training so i can work at the pool this summer. you know, save lives and make some money at the same time!
Posted at 09:51 am by lalalauren
Sunday, April 25, 2004
we haven't done it yet, but my heads spinning
mmm fun weekend....on saturday i helped my mommy with our yard sale and then kicked it with jamers. we walked on the indian trail and found our very own bug house (triple yea!) and after that we saw my favorite boyfriend in the whole world... nate creek. and we chilled on the beach and then her mom came and picked us up and we went and had wendys. it was my first time eating fast food in seventy days, wow. then i went home and jackie came and picked me up and we went to andrews for a bit.. and after that she dropped me off at brandon horstmans and me and granters and neek watched britney spears in concert. which was awesome... but then at 11 we decided we needed to walk to qfc. on the way there we saw these little baby possums lying on the road... i started screaming and freaking out because they were so tiny and helplessn and it was so sad... 3 of them were dead and one was half alive and there was one live one.neek picked up the one that was still alive and was holding it, and then fucking officer lavine pulled up and started yelling at us and saying that possums were rats and we were going to get distemper. i wanted to punch him in his fat ugly face. but since there was nothing we could do, we named him scrabbles and neek put him in the woods. hopefully his mother will find him. then we went to qfc and came back and chilled. on sunday jessica got her six months up so she took the convertible and me and her and erica and megan cruised to alki and ate lunch and then we went downtown and saw thirteen going on thirty (the cutest movie in the whole world!) it even made ME want a boyfriend, and usually i think boyfriends are stupid and worthless. my logic being that highschool is like being in baskin-robbins. why would you want to stick with just one flavor when you could try all 31? its so ridiculous... anyways, after the movie we got ice-cream and drove home and now i really really need to go do my homework!
Posted at 09:55 pm by lalalauren
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